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Sunday, May 01, 2005happiness is in youwhat many people are pursuing are illusions of happiness. money, power, status. it's not something to be pursued, but something to be released. it's about removing the obstacles in life that is blocking me from letting the innate ability to feel happy. sometimes i think too much about what i don't have or can't have that i fail to appreciate the things in my life. fact is happiness is never out of our reach. i choose to be happy or unhappy. why else do you explain the brightest smile from a child suffering from cancer. the meanest snare from the high-flying executive. there is just no universal line to draw as to who should be happy and who should not be. it's even ground. you can have a great job that gives you all the luxuries you yearn for but you are unhappy. coz you want to have a great family who can give you all the love you yearn for. yet the one who has a lovely family is not necessary happy. coz to him/her it's a high-flying career that means more. so what is it that makes me tick? finding someone special to share my life. finding myself waking up everyday energised about life, about work. finding a direction. a goal in life. i'm still working out to unleash happiness in my life. there are times when i feel like i can conquer anything. (seldom actually) there are times when i feel like i'm the worst piece of ****. (often lately) clearly i need a lot of work. damn. but the fact that i'm working on it. yeah that's some reason to be happy. amaranthine froze in time on 9:20 PM |
it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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