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Thursday, March 13, 2008

taking the off the beaten path

it's gone
long gone
the love i thought i found
the love i gave with faith
the love that turned out to be as transient as the wind
it's found and lost
but all is not lost
rather, i gain
probably more than what i deserve
for it is a life
growing in me now

you find something precious among the broken pieces
that the aftermath of the ruins
is the polar opposite
that it is destined to be the guiding light
the rainbow after the rain
it's a rare gift

life works this way
you get thrown off your path
but life is not going to leave you eating your own dust
you pick yourself up and see something that you have not
and will not if you didn't ended up where you were
like it or not
that there's something out on the horizon
you don't know what to expect
it's blurry and different
you have never seen it or even imagined it
but it is beckoning you
that's your direction
you move forward
not looking back
leaving the beaten path that you thought you will take
that you thought that it is going to bring you to your destination
but there is no best destination
you make your best journey

you have no idea what lies ahead
for it is not the path that you have seen others took
dangers may lurk
but so will beauty be hidden
you won't know until you take the first step
and with that first step
you start your journey
the journey that you are meant to take
everyone has different paths
some harder some easier
but at every juncture every moment
you still have a choice
for you can choose to turn back
to trace and seek what you thought that you have lost
or you can head forward to explore what else is out there
you never know what you will find
but you will always know that you made the choice to find out

i don't want to look far
for i will see the distance
for i will see the blurry destination
for i will wonder is it really there
for i will wonder is it really worth it
for i will wonder if this is the path i should take

i just want to enjoy what i have around me
while i walk this path
to where to what i don't know
but i just need to know that everything i see on the path
are guiding me to where i should head
i don't have to see the destination to have faith in moving on
the simple joy you find along the way
are there to remind you of your detachment
the obstacles you find along the way
are there to remind you of your resolve
that everything in life has a purpose

so i have picked myself up
swept the broken pieces
left the pile behind
left the planned out path
and walk the off the beaten path
growing with each step
me and the one in me

amaranthine froze in time on 11:09 PM

it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
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Bits about Me
..........
i like to procastinate
i am a fashion mag junkie
i hate spiders
i am drawn to aesthetics
i have a toenail the size of a dot
i am an owl
i like bananas
i hate favouritism
i don't sing
i can't do a split
i bungee jumped
i am drawn to colours
i eat real slow but drink real fast
i like tans; on me and on guys
i wish i can really cook
i have spatial intelligence
i don't like attention
i am a perfume polygamist
i like to read and smell books
i am a pessimistist
i squander; money n time
i can't count
i am a serial worrier
i am an old soul
i like surprises

make my day and drop me a line at
adropinasea@gmail.com
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Wishlist:
..........
1. new job
2. michael kors chronograph watch
3. good spirits
4. spa pampering at aman resorts
5. time to read
6. good laugh
7. a canine companion
8. a black chandelier
9.
10.kisses and hugs
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Quote to ponder
..........
every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around
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