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Sunday, July 17, 2005putting it out thereyou put me in a position i never want to be i let you be in a position nobody had ever been in me i let you in the unprecedented vehemence of emotions i felt unmatched by the draw out i felt from you perhaps the victory you fought vanquished the desire, the want, the need you have the illumination i felt is perhaps the spark i thought i wanted the hilarity of it all the illusion of it all i no longer hold you in thrall i no longer keep you guessing i no longer is i am the optional the careless miss of concern the optional sound and sight of me the easy passing of absence now i want it back a little wounded nonetheless so i can engineer the shield i had again it will take more next time to make me put my heart out there coz mistakes always hurt more the second time amaranthine froze in time on 12:58 AM |
it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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