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Wednesday, December 28, 2005reflections and resolutionsyes 2005 has been an eventful and emotionally exhausting year. changes abound. i've seen my spirits pummeted to a new low. i've gained a lot too. most importantly, i've learned. i learnt how ... to love someone and not show it to show that i love someone i learnt that i... can put others before me can be selfish at the same time can be such a pushover can be a formidable force if i choose to can be a perfectionist can be a total mess and in 2006, it will be a brand new year for me. changes again. changes i invite. resolution : Get control of my life. Focused and balanced. Simple. clear up the mess in my room i've said that more than a dozen times. but this time i must resolve to give my room a makeover. new cupboard. fresh wallpaper over my cupboard. new curtains. new light. new coat of paint. new air. new occupant. manage my time i must devote at least 2 days to exercise in the morning. join some gym. then find a passion to do over the weekends. first up shall be sailing and windsurf. and spend time reading. and quality time with my family. and of coz if i still have that someone, spend just the right amount of time with him. manage my finances yes money money money. first, i need to earn more money. in order to save more. partly to spend on something i really wanted and for the future... aims. yes the key aim is to save for the future. things that i want to do. life i want. if i want a good life, i have to earn it myself. be more assertive and confident i'm sick of having to kick myself every time i missed that opportunity to stand up for myself or the chance to share my opinions. i am determined not to be a pushover. yes i'm still nice, i can't make myself view people in bad light. that's me. i always like to believe that people meant no harm that they are kind in nature. but i have to know how to stand on my own. i've been struggling with this for all my life, but i'm not going to live with this for the rest of my life. keep things simple and be optimistic no point killing myself over complications i draw in my mind. learn how to simplify my life. worry less. enjoy more. just remember, each day is a brand new day. ok enough of big cliched resolutions.... little steps i aim to take in 2006: 1. love my soon-to-be new room 2. take up a language or sport (italian/sailing) 3. do at least 5 personal jewellery creations 4. volunteer in at least one charity event 5. write a public blog 6. know my spirital calling 7. get a new laptop 8. make new keepable friends 9. learn to cook an awesome meal 10. look younger and happier yes, 2006 will be better. amaranthine froze in time on 9:51 AM |
it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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