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Friday, May 26, 2006flawed perfectionas much as i profess myself to be a perfectionist, i never liked perfect endings or perfect characters on screen. i hate predictability. well yeah, majority of viewers absolutely dig happy endings where the main characters finally get together. people find love. start a family. killers are caught or even dead. but i'll like to see a little reality in shows. to show that it's life they're depicting. life is afterall, not perfection. flaws are a constant reminder that perfection is still a constant pursuit. but i like that. without flaws, life will be a bore. coz if things are really perfect, where do you go from there? amaranthine froze in time on 10:44 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006getting away from ita holiday is not a form of escapism. it is a form of restorative check one has to take. everyone will have at least lament "i need a break!" once. i did. i want to have a short getaway where i can find soft sugary sand between my toes, get a whiff of heady sea air, be under the azure sky with a glimmering span of water in front of me. when all you need is a good book, shades, tanning oil and a happy spirit. when you no longer think of making the most of your time, time is no longer ticking. when you can throw away your reservations and do something random. when responsibility, deadlines, budgets, problems are swept underneath. when your mind can be empty, ready to soak in all the experiences. when i am getting the right to just do nothing, so at the end of the day i do not beat myself for wasting the day, rather i'll be bleaming and thinking "life is good" but it is a form of illusion. i'll like to say that i come back refreshed. but after that anticipated initial glow, the dreaded post-holiday syndrome sets in. and i will again by drawn by to the routines of reality. sign. you see you can never escape the fact that you're still holding that job, with its responsibilities, still in that relationship, with its problems. but at least you had the chance to clear your mind and soul, ready to face the realities in life. it's a marathon you have to run, you'll run it better when you know how to pace it. amaranthine froze in time on 6:15 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006sometimes a good old cry is neededjust like the weather, where unbearable humidity signals an approaching shower, where rain is uneluctable. the air overbearing with water vapour that needs release. it can bring an episode of light dizzle. harmless and almost unnoticable. or a roaring thunderstorm that threatens to hurt anything that comes in its way. but there's one thing for sure. the fresh dewy air left behind by the rain. that all is clear. the sun is soon out. if you're lucky you might even catch a rainbow. you know it's always better after the rain. it makes my world blurry but i know it helps to wash away the unwanted, remains of the day you know that what ensues after the momentary sense of disorientation is clarity and a renewed sense of settledness so it's ok to let out a good old cry.... amaranthine froze in time on 12:01 AM
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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
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