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Sunday, July 09, 2006alone nowbeen hoping that i have the courage to do what is needed but when courage is given i need the courage to move away from the carnage only when you are gone i realised how much space you occupy in my life and i know the space i occupy in your life far exceeds this you said you can give me your life you already did when you made your life around me it's a long painful path that has to end with pain it's only to hope that a different path ensues and it will only be better coz i hope to believe that life save the best for last that all these are preparations for the end the pain you endure along the journey so you will know that the end is sweet that it is all worth it that this is your reward for all that you have been through and did i tell you that the reward need not be shared you can be alone and happy or rather i tried to convince you for alone is a scary word now lonely is a worse evil still but really, unhappiness wins the game letting go is not losing it means making space for happiness amaranthine froze in time on 1:04 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006you're not alone"when you're alone, you can make any choice you want. but when someone loves you, you lose that right." i used to be this free spirit who fights for independence and freedom. my own, that is. under my my quiet demeanor is a girl who wants to experience the world. i want to explore the abysmal mystery of life. i make my own choices. i want what i want. i still want all that. but when your life involves not just yourself, things change. it shouldn't. but it did for me. when i become the sustenance of happiness for someone else. that's the difference between being loved and being in love. love shouldn't pull you back. neither should love gives you the illusion that things are great just the way it is now. love should give you new reasons to move forth with that extra skip in your step. coz you know someone is there to walk the unexplored with you. coz you know you want to share the experience with your someone. coz you want to be better for your someone. so when you find yourself losing that right, it just means you made the wrong choice. amaranthine froze in time on 10:59 AM
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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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