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Friday, March 30, 2007green tendencies"just like that?" "yeah. just like that." i can't help but feel a little angry. not at a friend who told me she found a job at first attempt while the scene when i tender my resignation letter has been playing in my mind for way too long. but at myself. yes for a moment i was thinking "why?" am i not good enough for the world? but then i told myself. i haven't been trying hard enough. you have only yourself to blame. and it's more than yourself. luck. opportunity. timing. people. everything counts. jealousy is angry, envy is wistful. patience and faith. that's what counts now. amaranthine froze in time on 10:31 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007happenstance[ an event that might have been arranged although it was really accidental ]  is it better to know what's to happen or not to know? i have an obession with filling in my calendar. that i find joy in knowing what i will be doing for the week. getting my book at borders. dinner at my favourite japanese restaurant. chilling out with friends. reading my book. taking a dip in the pool. i like to know. i like to have my life happenings accessible anytime. review the past and plan the future. i'm weird. or am i? but when it comes down to do you want to know when you will get married. which year will be your unlucky year. how many loves you will have in this life. i'll say there's bliss in ignorance. what's the point of living life when you know what will happen in the far future? where's the excitement? anticipation? even disappointment? i'm a dogmatic organiser but i'm an zealous adventurer too. i like to know what i'm doing and i like not knowing what it will entail. that's the beauty of life. i believe in fate. i have a destiny. but i'll rather find it out myself then to be told what it is. i also believe that you make your own destiny. you are born with a destiny. but you can change it. amaranthine froze in time on 11:53 PM
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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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