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Thursday, January 31, 2008himis this it? that this is love the elusive state of being? when you think about him you think about the future with him in it you think about what is he thinking you think about whether his future includes you you think about just him it was unintentional a last minute surprise at the end of the year he's different that's what i said to others i wonder if it means that he's more driven he's more mature he's more expressive he's more .... more or it simply means that i am in love with this guy first time in my life yes i loved guys before they loved me but it doesn't justify me being in love i loved them back but i know this love is initiated out of obligation the result of reciprocation i loved them they mean something in my life but something's missing that i have my mind to give out my heart but my heart is not out there with them that's the thing am i putting my heart out this time? full out and proud that i'm subjected myself to the risk of getting hurt? but he did reassure me that he will take good care of me that he will love only me but i too know that talk is cheap i trust him fully but yet i worry still he is a guy who has seen it all all kinds he sampled the whole store of sweets he knows what he likes and what he doesn't and he chose me why? for i'm sure he knows exactly what he wants i am sure he knows what is perfect for him i'm not perfect for sure but he did say that you don't go finding that perfect someone you perfect yourself for that someone so is he trying to adjust his taste? so he can grow to love me? i'm me. i'm like that. can't i just be simple? can't i just be happy? can't i just let him love me? can't i just love him? it should be simple as that. he loves me i loves him we make through life together through thick and thin simply because we want to make it work together simply because this is called love yes the thing called love amaranthine froze in time on 1:16 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008herald in the happinessit's the time of the year. the start of a bright new year, 2008. which deep down i am confident that this is going to be a great year for me. the past year has been full of ups and downs. but the end is sweet. surprisingly sweet. so here's the look back at the year: i learnt that forbidden act gives you momentary delirium but eats your conscience out earning more doesn't mean you have more money you can convert your nemesis through sincerity you can make things happen by the power of thoughts you have to move on to bigger things and not look back and more importantly i learnt that i can fall in love so this year, i resolve to learn to cook take up golf master roller-blading save $500 a month change a new job by mid-year increase my salary to $4,000 ostake 5 people be faithful love the only one man in my life speak up more improve my communication skills read more smile more help more 2008 will be much more. it'll be great. i know it. amaranthine froze in time on 12:37 PM
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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
_______________ Bits about Me .......... i like to procastinate i am a fashion mag junkie i hate spiders i am drawn to aesthetics i have a toenail the size of a dot i am an owl i like bananas i hate favouritism i don't sing i can't do a split i bungee jumped i am drawn to colours i eat real slow but drink real fast i like tans; on me and on guys i wish i can really cook i have spatial intelligence i don't like attention i am a perfume polygamist i like to read and smell books i am a pessimistist i squander; money n time i can't count i am a serial worrier i am an old soul i like surprises make my day and drop me a line at adropinasea@gmail.com _______________ Wishlist: .......... 1. new job 2. michael kors chronograph watch 3. good spirits 4. spa pampering at aman resorts 5. time to read 6. good laugh 7. a canine companion 8. a black chandelier 9. 10.kisses and hugs _______________ Quote to ponder .......... every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around _______________ ARCHIVES
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