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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

buried torture

i know i will not be getting more cds from you
i know i will not see you coming to talk to me
i know i will not have you cheering me up
i know i will not know what you are doing
mostly coz i rather not know perhaps
now i understand
why it's better to get out of your life
then to know that i'm not the one giving you happiness

nobody knows how my misery is amplified by the laughters i hear
nobody knows how much you mean to me
nobody knows how much i want to convince myself that you don't
nobody knows how much i am living a life of pure illusion
nobody knows how much i want to live a life i am proud of

but i will be strong
bury the past
move on to the future
things will be good

this is a promise i make to myself

amaranthine froze in time on 9:26 AM

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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
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Bits about Me
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i like to procastinate
i am a fashion mag junkie
i hate spiders
i am drawn to aesthetics
i have a toenail the size of a dot
i am an owl
i like bananas
i hate favouritism
i don't sing
i can't do a split
i bungee jumped
i am drawn to colours
i eat real slow but drink real fast
i like tans; on me and on guys
i wish i can really cook
i have spatial intelligence
i don't like attention
i am a perfume polygamist
i like to read and smell books
i am a pessimistist
i squander; money n time
i can't count
i am a serial worrier
i am an old soul
i like surprises

make my day and drop me a line at
adropinasea@gmail.com
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Wishlist:
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1. new job
2. michael kors chronograph watch
3. good spirits
4. spa pampering at aman resorts
5. time to read
6. good laugh
7. a canine companion
8. a black chandelier
9.
10.kisses and hugs
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Quote to ponder
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every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around
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