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Sunday, January 29, 2006

somebody i can't be

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it

Somebody by Depeche Mode

it hurts to know that i cant be your somebody
that i know one day i will leave you
and be someone else's somebody

it hurts to know how much you have fell for me
for it shows the capacity of the hurt i can inflict on you

my tears now is for the hurt i know i will give you
an inevitable end despite me trying

right now i can't pretend
i'm not a pretender, i'm a idealist
but my bubble has been burst

i know we are living on dangerous ground
me providing more only to know that it will end

i know i will never forgive myself
i know i will never forget you
but i know the day i hurt you
you will never forgive me
you will make youself forget me

i never want to lose you forever
but i know you can never hold me forever

amaranthine froze in time on 1:45 AM

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it does not take much effort to see past the mundane and notice the little details in life
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Bits about Me
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i like to procastinate
i am a fashion mag junkie
i hate spiders
i am drawn to aesthetics
i have a toenail the size of a dot
i am an owl
i like bananas
i hate favouritism
i don't sing
i can't do a split
i bungee jumped
i am drawn to colours
i eat real slow but drink real fast
i like tans; on me and on guys
i wish i can really cook
i have spatial intelligence
i don't like attention
i am a perfume polygamist
i like to read and smell books
i am a pessimistist
i squander; money n time
i can't count
i am a serial worrier
i am an old soul
i like surprises

make my day and drop me a line at
adropinasea@gmail.com
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Wishlist:
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1. new job
2. michael kors chronograph watch
3. good spirits
4. spa pampering at aman resorts
5. time to read
6. good laugh
7. a canine companion
8. a black chandelier
9.
10.kisses and hugs
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Quote to ponder
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every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around
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